Gobs of packed hard icy snow, much too cold to call it moisture: flakes are frozen. Tefillin removed till tomorrow, not understanding why they say "Girlz just wanna have fun." The colors pink and blue have undergone a metamorphic change into dark shades of dark navy and deep earth tone browns. Solid, sure footing, no threats, bomb shelters empty, rockets not flying into my backyard. Tefillin rested securely on my upper hairline all morning long--sustaining me as a memory of feeling skies and heavens and ascending into higher thoughts, higher ethics, higher motives, higher goals: living north and north is upwards. Going up for Aliyah as a weekly endeavor.
Lighter blue and whiter skies, reaching higher heavens and attending meetings with angels: angels watching, keeping a close eye on things. Eyebrows curling upwards and meeting in the middle, brow slanting downwards but not observing the ground, now knowing where to step.
Deep seas, deep thinking, wondering why flowers become weeds? What is it all worth? It is worth Her motivations, Her progress, Her beginnings and middles, Her future: Her sparks were already there and She just needed some fuel and a match.
Teaching survival of the fittest. Defending one's status, not taking back seat, no complaints: taking it to the top does not count when you on are the top. She is not a spy, not in disguise, She came out as Esther with truthfulness and honesty, not cunning. King means Melekh and Melekh means King--no confusion: Deborah was a Judge, before there were such things as Kings.
In the marketplace, a positive attitude means having no attitude at all: therefore no reform, no change, no one has to work harder than they can or want to. Getting used to the mud, no one shoveling it out, forming holes of quicksand, watching where I step. On a higher plane away from the confusion, the noise, the stuff. Not hearing loud noises, no scary impact and no nervous effect: a true Leader only fears God.
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